Today, I am full of so many feelings. I didn’t have the greatest sleep last night because I keep having these dreams that I would miss butchering Alice (one of our pigs), which we had planned to do this morning for a neighbor’s pig roast tomorrow. So, I just kept waking up every half hour and running out into the kitchen to see if anyone was up.
One of the neighbor’s has a huge pig roast party every year and we are providing the pig. It was between Alice, Tweedle Dee, and Tweedle Dum, and Alice was the one to get in the doghouse first. Since my camera is broken I didn’t take photos other than what I could with my cell phone, but one of the other interns got everything on video with her ipad. I won’t post any of it here, but please, be forewarned: I will go into detail about how it went down.
We set up the scalding station last night, which, like the chickens loosens the hair so it an be scraped off. Richard set up a pulley system so we could hang her up also. This morning, Jeanny, Richard, Sarah, little Rachel and Erica, and I all went down to the barn, and Richard used a gun to stun Alice in the head first, and a knife to puncture into the throat. All in all, it went down quickly, silently, and much more smoothly than any of us expected. Mind you, this was the first time they’ve done this here. Then, we let her bleed out and proceeded to scald her and scrape off the hair. The first layer of skin comes off with the hair. We used knives to do it. It reminded me of a man’s hot shave with the knife.
Then, came the evisceration. For pig roasts you keep the head on. Jeanny did the eviscerating. She’s great with a knife. A long cut from the butthole to the puncture at the throat without cutting too deep and getting the entrails. There are a series off cuts to make, including separating the pelvis.
Then, you make sure to keep the butthole intact because the spit goes through there, but you have to tie off the large intestine connected to it right on the inside so no poop comes out into the cavity and you can cut away the rest of the intestine (we call the large intestine the poop rope, because that’s basically what it is). When Jeanny tied off the the poop rope some poop came out of Alice’s butt, and we used some bleach and water to clean it up. Then basically, the entrails just fall right out. It’s amazing how after having eviscerated a chicken I can easily identify the different organs in the pig,which is more than I can say for the biology class i took in high school.
After that it was just a matter of washing her off and then putting her in a bucket of ice and water until the neighbor came by for her.
We ate breakfast quickly and then we still had to harvest and get the CSA baskets ready by 11.
Unlike butchering chickens which as I’ve said before are soulless little dinosaurs, I privately shed some tears after the entire event went down. Not because what I think we did was wrong, or inhumane. Alice lived a wonderful life with the best food, space to run around, and love and attention. There is something about the act of butchering an animal that feels holy. Sacred. The respectful silence of the killing. Scrubbing and washing her in the scald tub with clean hot water. Removing her hair by hand with knives, it feels ritualistic. Carefully making incisions that humans before us have made for centuries to prepare her for feeding a hundred hungry people. I am so full of awe and wonder that just like that – we have food. From pig to pork. Suddenly, food. To sustain us, help children grow, help heal the body of the sick, get you through your day. I feel like I know the deepest meaning of thanks giving. I am so thankful for Alice’s life.
By the time we finished breakfast we had only 2 hours to do the entire harvest and prep all the CSA baskets. It was overcast, but I was grateful for the cloud cover. I have had enough sun beating down on me for this week. We had 16 or 17 different vegetables in this weeks basket plus herbs. The full share has been weighing in at about 50 lbs of produce. ORGANIC produce. That’s well over a hundred dollars at the grocery store. Our baskets today were beautiful and full of color. Bright lights swiss chard, beets, kale, collards, butternut squash,zucchini, crook neck squash, yellow straight squash, peas, yellow purple and green string beans, onions, leeks, sungold tomatoes, big fat red tomatoes, rosy red heirloom tomatoes, romaine lettuce, black seeded simpson lettuce, peppers, basil, cilantro. Unbelievable. With my own hands, I am feeding people. I have been responsible for the food on the plates of people I don’t really even know. The food pantry depends on us for fresh produce every Saturday and I am helping to feed those families. The thought of all this brings me to near tears. When did farming start to feel like such holy work?
Someone at Jeanny’s work has not been able to put food on the table for her family. When Jeanny found this out, she went into work the next day with a basket of food from our farm for her. This woman’s children didn’t have to go to bed hungry that night because of the efforts we have all put in on this farm. I am overwhelmed by the emotion this all brings me.
People should write letters to farmers thanking them for what they do, just like people write to soldiers. Farmers are keeping people ALIVE. How cool is that?
About two-thirds of the way into filling today’s CSA baskets. Even more went into them than you see here! First basket on the left is the full share, to the right are half shares.
Last Friday (8/3) CSA full share basket weighing in at 51 lbs. You can’t even see everything that’s in there under all the leafy greens and carrots on top. We had to tie twine around the baskets to help hold it all in and not everything fit on the shelves of the cold room!